Never confessed myself of its existence but it did exist. It existed deep down in my conscious.
Never tried to confront, instead I pushed it down and down, deeper and deeper day by day...
and never wanted to see it.
But...I saw it, I've seen it several times and I know I'll never stop seeing it-
It was razor sharp silence.
It was pain.
It was a deep wound made me suffer, made all suffer.
All existed.
All exists...Even today...As vivid as yesterday...