Back to Istanbul...

Never seen your tears so painfully...
Never heard your silence under screaming skies...
Never felt your loneliness among this crowd...
Never thought I've ever existed in your smile...
Now,
I see, I hear, I feel and
I fear...
I fear both for you and me...

Story of 'No', 'Thing', 'Every', 'Body'...

No exists in Thing
Nothing reveals Everything
Every meets Thing and seach for a Body
When Every fails to find, it turns to No
No finds and kisses the Body and they become
Nobody...

I heard you called my name...
I heard you gave me a different name...

I heard you called my name...
I heard you gave me a different name...

Never confessed myself of its existence but it did exist. It existed deep down in my conscious.
Never tried to confront, instead I pushed it down and down, deeper and deeper day by day...
and never wanted to see it.
But...I saw it, I've seen it several times and I know I'll never stop seeing it-
It was razor sharp silence.
It was pain.
It was a deep wound made me suffer, made all suffer.
All existed.
All exists...Even today...As vivid as yesterday...