Repeat Life

She had the key to all the mystery surrounded her: All she needed to do was to repeat the life through creating a new being, that is through becoming a mother. She thought she wanted something incredibly great, something that would give a meaning to her life, something that would make her happy... Yet, she had forgotten that she would repeat the routine. And she gave birth to her child. Poor thing, she would never see her misfortune that she indeed had been a slave of a biological destiny to repeat life, inside.

His words

He spoke to me but his words never reached me. It felt like I was surrounded by invisible walls, the more I saw him the further he became. I looked at him in the eye in search for a hidden meaning. I held his hand to feel him near by. Hearing his words I wanted his words to reach me.

But, I lost myself, I lost his words.

I'm Smiling

I'm smiling at him. I'm cracking another smile to the world. My eyes also smile. But inside I'm not O.K., I'm not O.K.

With You, Without You

I'd like to believe in those talks. I'd like to look up the sky and think you're watching over me like an angel. But I don't. 84 days have passed since you died. While your body falls into pieces under the soil, my soul shatters into pieces.
With you, without you.

Now & Then: Blue

Once blue was the color of his eyes.
Now blue is the color of my thoughts.