A song...

Come, come back to my life...
Shine, shine over my life...

Writing

Sometimes breathing is so hard...Sometimes feeling is so hard. At these times writing takes me so high...

Never

You've never been with us. With your physical leave your emotional absence had its embodiment. It's so sad than ever to see you're really gone.

My Birthday

One birthday came and went just like any other day. Nothing made it special. Quite the opposite, deep down in me, I felt shattered into pieces, lost, resented to the world, resented to my father...

Happiness, My Happiness

"Happiness comes from inside", he said, still gazing at her with fiercing eyes, "if you can't find it in your unique self, you shouldn't look for it in any other place.Nowhere, nothing and nobody will bring it to you." Then he continued "you don't find it, you just can't find it by going away..."
She liked his words. They all made sense to her. She didn't even think for a second to respond him:
"I'm not looking for happiness, for I'm happy. As a matter of fact, I'm the happiest in my own world...It's..It's the outer world that makes me sad..."

Neither you nor me

Neither in you nor in me, it's in love, it's in life,
my love...

Portugal

Portugal is itself a story, but today it feels like a movie. And I'm sitting here to watch it.
I feel I am an audience to these scenes, to this chaos, to these strangers.
I feel I am a stranger to these pictures which envelops me in it and at the same time leaves me out of it.

I know, I'm not a picture of this movie and I never will. I am rather an audience, condemned to lean back and see.

Writing

Sometimes breathing is so hard.
Sometimes feeling is so hard.
At these times writing takes me so high...