Inside Eda

Monday, November 14, 2011

Will you be the same person?

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Will you be the same person once I got to know. Will you have the same eyes, same smiles and same crazy ideas? Hope the world enriches you,...
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Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Swept by the Waves

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They couldn't resist to change. The waves were bigger than their dreams. They got swept by their tears.
Sunday, July 31, 2011

The Violence of Time

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It all started as usual. While outside days floated into years, in her world time has stopped. The days were in the past, years didn't c...
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Sunday, May 08, 2011

It was just a Memory

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It was just memory. Somewhere in your life, you would remember once in a while, smile and forget about it.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Her Memories

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Closing her eyes so tightly, she tried to remember. But she couldn't. Nothing made any sense to her, she couldn't even remember who ...
Sunday, April 10, 2011

Her Story

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She kept them waiting reluctantly. She always chased those unique moments, chose her words carefully to create a story. She wanted a story t...
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Saturday, April 09, 2011

It was All Clear

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Here we were once again under different skies, in a far-away continent and lost among this strange crowd. You were holding my hand tightly j...
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Tuesday, February 01, 2011

All About Her

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It was the silence that told the world all about her more than millions of words that existed. She enveloped herself into this silence that ...
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Saturday, December 04, 2010

S-He

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She: Is this real? He: Yes, it is... She: Do you really exist in my life? He: I exist in you. She: I'm living you.
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At the Right Time

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I met you at the right time in my life: In my past.
Monday, October 25, 2010

The Caribbean Sea

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The music of the waves was enchanting. The gray clouds were darkening her skies over the Caribbean sea. Warm, bubbly waves were touching her...
Sunday, October 03, 2010

Stories from Rain

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Stories from rain, didn't purify my thoughts. I was still waiting for it to happen. I knew it was close, so close that I almost see it h...
Sunday, September 26, 2010

What was Left from Him

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She continued to kill him long after he was dead. He was dead but her feelings were there; alive. She tried to kill what was left from him e...
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Friday, September 24, 2010

Ghost Feelings

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There was nothing to connect them anymore. Ghost feelings wandered by their hearts and drifted their mind. But it wasn't for days, it wa...
Monday, September 20, 2010

Don't Let it Die

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Don't let it die, he said. Time was a river. Instead of watching it flow, she was flowing with it. Perhaps it has never been alive? Pe...
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

He- the Stranger

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It was a stranger's smile, she didn't realize. He kept talking to her as if he had known her ages. For her, his words were similar b...
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Friday, January 29, 2010

Falling Behind

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Your words fell over me like rain drops. They refreshed my thoughts, cleared my skies and made me feel easy. But, when I woke up from your d...
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Monday, January 25, 2010

Some People

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Some people are bound by legal papers, others by invisible ties of their hearts. Why would papers rule over feelings she wondered. She took ...
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Monday, November 23, 2009

It was You

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It was just like any other day until I saw you- again. I wanted to run after you just to catch a glimpse of your face after all these 20 y...
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Past and Future

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Until now, it has always been tomorrow. Time was water. Seconds became life. Life became death. From now on it will always be the past.
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Friday, November 06, 2009

Empty Feelings

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After all the pain you caused, you died today in incurable pain. My words are empty, so are my feelings. Your brother waited for you. Your b...
Monday, August 31, 2009

Answer

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He was waiting for her answer. She began playing with her hair. She didn ’t have any answer to give. She thought he had the answer: Her. Sh...
Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Should I?

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Should I stop caring? Should I stop thinking of you once in a while? Should I simply stop writing as you did? You will give me the answer. O...
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Monday, July 27, 2009

Your Words

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I know you have long erased me from your life. Our long loving memories turned into a dust in this universe. But, I still wait and I will ke...
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Friday, June 26, 2009

Coincidence

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It was a glimpse of coincidence that made our encounter possible. I looked at him, he saw me. The young man I saw turned into a little boy o...
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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Time

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I thought the pain inside me would never cease, it shattered me into pieces. I thought time would always stand still with your absence. The ...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Underground Readings

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I saw her at the underground station. She didn't see me, just as she didn't see the rest of the world. I kept looking at her. She wa...
Friday, March 20, 2009

Falling

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I tried to catch a hold of your hand before falling into a deep emptiness. You pointed me a wall. I looked at the wall, I looked at you. I j...
Sunday, March 01, 2009

Dream

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We ceased to be the persons once we used to be. You and me are not anymore a part of this reality. Now we became a dream; a mid-summer’s nig...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Me

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He looked at me, I stared out of window and watched the beautiful landscape. He talked to me, I listened to my favorite song playing on the ...
Thursday, February 19, 2009

He

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Those feelings were strangers to me. I would never feel those he described, I would never get lost in his eyes the way he did in mine. And h...
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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Circles

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Existing in a circle, she was surrounded by millions of other circles. All of them somehow connected to her; Some shared some moments with h...
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Friday, December 26, 2008

Pforzheim Hauptbahnof, Germany

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The emptiness of my existence was echoing in my ears. I was neither happy nor sad, I was reduced to nothingness. The further I walked away f...
Friday, December 19, 2008

60 Seconds with You

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In my last 60 seconds with you, I crashed against a wall, I fell in an emptiness, I hit the ground, I was shattered; I was in million piece...
Saturday, November 29, 2008

Roads

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The roads I chose, the roads you chose, within the same direction, parallel to one another, yet with different people. I glance at you, I a...
Sunday, November 09, 2008

A Man Without a Name

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He had such lovely blue eyes. What did they do to you? Why did you go insane? You needed to talk, I listened to you. You needed to be loved,...
Saturday, November 08, 2008

My Mind

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My mind is drifting. I see images flying before my eyes and I can't catch any of them. You are in one of them, but I am far from it. I ...
Wednesday, November 05, 2008

You

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While everything around me was running, I stopped to kiss you. Even my eyes closed I could feel the entire world spinning around me. Once I ...
Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I

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I breathe a different air, I am under different skies. The tides of my thoughts take me closer to you. When I return and when you find a dif...
Monday, October 20, 2008

Very Strange and Very Familiar

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All the world was known and I wasn't familiar. Now I am just one of them...
Thursday, October 16, 2008

Me at Her Wedding

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While these two people were sharing their secrets, their most special feelings, their memories through a few seconds of glimpses, I was betw...

At Her Wedding

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She was walking through the aisle of the church with her newly-married husband. With a big smile on her face, she was greeting the guests......
Thursday, October 09, 2008

Nothingness

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She never understood what he tried to say. In the middle of nothingness how could he try to mean something? How?
Monday, October 06, 2008

She

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It was a trip to find beauties, but she was constantly greeted by poverty, sadness and hopelessness. The day brought nothing to these lost s...
Thursday, October 02, 2008

He and Me

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He was the only person who knew who I was, but he was far, far away. I ran to catch up with time, I ran to catch up with him. I failed. Ti...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Story of Time

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The flowers first blossomed then faded. You asked me to wait. The time neither flew nor stood still for me. I was time. Behind me nothing ex...
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Monday, September 29, 2008

Germany

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Nothing to lose, but a country. A lot to leave behind- entire family. Money in rich countries bring further poverty. Today I am in Germany a...
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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Last Lisbon Metro Reading until 2009

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People look more beautiful than they are in distance. Her delicate face enchanted me in the crowd. I couldn't just help it; I gazed at h...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

He

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He always wanted to say those in his head, but never got the courage. Holding her hand tightly, he whispered into her ear. Seeing her smile ...
Monday, August 18, 2008

He Said Something

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He said something and his words filled her chest with bliss. She could feel the warm blood circulating through her veins. Her heart started ...
Monday, August 04, 2008

Where in your memories are you?

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Going back to Istanbul was more than a trip. it was living through all the past memories once again. First days were sleepless. How could I ...
Friday, August 01, 2008

My silence

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I have millions to say, but I am enveloped in my own silence. Silence tells more, but that is something you will never know.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Thousands of Miles for Nothing

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I traveled thousands miles to see you. One morning I gained all my courage to head to your direction, but it rained cats and dogs and I rema...
Monday, May 26, 2008

You

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Your most precious words no longer had a meaning for me. I listened to you until the end. You waited for me to say something, but what was t...
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Sunday, May 25, 2008

I wish I knew

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Wish I was told. By words. From you. Wish I knew. What. Happened. To you.
Saturday, May 24, 2008

Bang! Bang!

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Sometimes we just need to cease the pain inside. But, ...Bang! Bang! I...I shot him and I know I was wrong. I didn't give him a chance t...
Friday, May 23, 2008

A Word

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A word poured from my mouth, I couldn't catch it and it slided through my fingers, fell on the floor, crashed into millions of pieces. I...
Thursday, April 17, 2008

Parts of Me

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A part of me shed tears constantly. A part of me ached unceasingly. The other part was given to you. And now what has been left of me? One p...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Lost

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This or that. Neither of them expressed the way I felt. I wrote and then I deleted them all. When I deleted all my feelings embodied in word...
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Monday, April 14, 2008

Your Voice

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Why didn't I talk to you? I regret. Your words were knife-sharp. They cut me and made me bleed. Now your words are buried with you. But ...
Sunday, April 06, 2008

He

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I walked through the subway Marques de Pombal Blue Line Station on my way home. As I was climbing the stairs, each step I took reminded me o...
Monday, March 17, 2008

Lies without Words

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Was she so beautifully handsome? Or handsomely beautiful? I couldn't decide. I kept staring at her. She caught my eyes and I pretended; ...
Sunday, March 16, 2008

Metro Readings: Blindness

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The blind man took his steps carefully in the darkness of his world. Outside, the sun was beaming so radiantly. But even that couldn't l...
Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Tomorrow it will be

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I ran, I ran and I ran. I ran away whatever you brought to me. I knew, I knew and I knew. I knew this was the end. Not now. Not today. But I...
Monday, February 04, 2008

Beautiful

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You cut me into pieces, yet I continued to believe it all looked beautiful. Beautiful.
Friday, January 18, 2008

Behind You

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Now you ceased to exist in me. The only tie I have with you is my words at the present and your life in my past. Once your life would fill m...
Sunday, January 13, 2008

Women

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There are forms of pregnancy. Some women prefer to get pregnant by donors from a sperm bank. Some use men just for that purpose without any ...
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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Who, What, When?

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I sometimes doubt: Was that my imagination or the reality that was so sound? Don't you sometimes feel the memories of our past become sw...
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Lost Words

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Words are floating in my head and some feelings are filling my chest. What am I doing? Nothing. The words just can't reach to these line...
Sunday, December 16, 2007

Reality vs God

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I refused to believe in reality-death, but I chose to believe in an illusion-god. And in the end neither of them helped much: Reality shatte...
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